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Final year degree

2010-12-16T07:10:00.000-08:00

i challenge my self taking 3 double module...... woh.... is hard..... this final year need to take 3 sem... short long short semester.... hope everything is fine and go through....... this year few busy go here and there ... part time and others until forget about my blog.... now i will try to post what the interesting thing, mood, experience in this blog.......... hope my final will end soon in next year 2011.. Time to finish study and time to start working .............

In the end this thing happen

2010-02-18T09:50:00.000-08:00

In this five years, I was so tired about “bu yao kong wo tu su”. I very hate that word. I have done my duty to serve you and what you hope for my study. I want to be marketer but I fail to do it. Every semester break I did food, iron cloth, housework, play game to entertain you. I only want is choosing my life partner with who. I can do whatever you want. In the end I had made my decision I don’t want study. I am tired about it. I wanted to finish my degree but in this condition I only can choose one is with him. I don’t want make my parents sad but I was so happy when I with him and his family. I feel I have the freedom. In my house it has some kind of one pressure on me. It feels like controlling me. You all think I am childish but this is my decision. I was so surprising dad gave me a laptop. I wanted to you my own money to buy it. Thank you very much dad for so long take care of me. I don’t want to make you so sad and pain. I wanted to tell you long time ago because of mummy I can’t say. I want to let you know first but mum say what you only listen and keep quite. I know you sayang me but I make you disappointed. I am so sorry. I was so regret to my older sister everything and I with whom. Why my friend parents will accept the son or daughter with whom. Now my mum and sister talk to me and make a deal with me. It only can choose one break with him you have everything. If you no break everything don’t have and no relation anymore. What should I do? I was so tired I want with him. He with me I feel comfortable.

Frustrated~~ push all the responbility to me FUCK him...

2009-09-20T03:47:00.000-07:00

On 17 Sept in my working place Surf and Play cyber cafe, that day having a lot of customers.I work at 10- 2 am, my friend Jin Pay help me until 12 am from my early shift help me 2 hours in the shop. I was counted all the money in the counter i saw there have 4 pack of money inside there 16 sept , Mina 8-7pm , Jin Pay 7-10 pm and another pack of money that another shift money. I was putting all the money inside the counter and i clear all the rubbish at the rubbish bin and clear all the table rubbish. I was inside the shop whole day until i finish my work. When around 1.45am one guy( xiao du) come in that are belong to next shift are waiting me serving customers. After that i collect all the card and put back in the box.

ME: are u work in next shift.
He( xiao Du): ya...

Then i print all the document and he ask me count how many package the customers use. While I counting the package in the paper

HE( xiao Du): when you work here
Me: i work here already 3 days. Why?

Then he din answer me.

Me: It is correct the counter money.
He( xiao Du):yes ..

After that he pass me the money that belong to my shift and i didnt touch the money of the counter after that. Then i check all the stock and the food counter. While he check all the money of the counter is correct then i ask him again.

Me : It everything ok and correct.
He( xiao Du): Yes
Me : Sure i go lo.

Next day 18 Sept , I go INTI lab and i having appointment with my classmate to meet up for ENL assignment. I doing the assignment i get a call 1pm

Nica: Selina are you convenience to talk to me .
Me : Ya, Anything.
Nica: Selina in your shift did you saw that last shift money.
Me: Ya , why
Nica : The money missing already
Me: What..
Nica : nvm i ask Xiao Du
Me : ok

Then i continue my work. Another call for me Jin Pay.

Jin Pay : Hey Selina Did you know that money from last shift missing.
Me : Dun know . Just now nica call me also
Jin Pay: Where are you . i going to INTI now i fetch you
Me: I inside the lab
Jin Pay : can you come over the cyber cafe.
Me: ok

I straight pass my assignment to my group mate then i rush to Cyber cafe. All of them are there. What happen. All of them keep on asking me got saw that money yesterday. I say ya i saw it . i think that guy got problem . sure is him. where is he? Let all come to my Shoe Shop. all of us had interview by boss Erness. Me and jin pay tell all the true to him. He tell me that 17 sept at 5 am i saw that guy not belong to the staff standing at counter. I tell him that means is that guy stolen the money. xiao du say him check the money of the cashier and din check the previous money inside. then i told Erness I asking him 2 time it is everything ok... then he answer me ok then i left that cyber cafe.

Pls comment it who wrong ...

Was so Dissapointed

2009-09-05T08:25:00.000-07:00

My Boyfriend make me so dissapointed

Last few days, i was asking him. Are u cerebrate your birthday? he answer me i no cerebrate my birthday only you doing this cerebration for me. I heard it and keep quite. I totally dun know what wrong with him. He look like dun care for his birthday. When yam cha at Auntie Jenny Cafe his friend ask him this sunday your birthday why u dont take leave. if me i sure take leave my birthday what.... He tell them dun need to work ah..

Today when he back home he tell me that he have to work midnight shift and 4pm work until 12am. I asked him who still working in to nite shift and he answer me Zouwei (his friend) and i tell him if not u ponteng got him dun need worry. He say cant he need to go work ( i know that his friend zouwei is poor doing his work and he need gau lao to help him) I totally keep quite and nothing to say. It is very bad feeling for me. I was wonder will he personal onleave for his birthday day but everything is not true.

I asked him to wear the watch that i gave him as birthday present. He tell me that i dun wan wear coz there have many promoter are so rich ( wearing high class watch) sure laugh him wear this watch. It heard it i was thinking it is that watch will make him so shame. Everyone have his own style wear whatever he can. Why want to see others people opinion. I was wonder it that gift are not good enough. I know it look so normal but i bought it with my pocket money. On that time i only have RM80. I totally dun know which are the best watch and i lie my mum that i help my friend buy birthday present and share the bill.

Now I inside the room with my computer and i was thinking alot of this sembreak until now. This year i am facing this lonely day. Am i do a wrong decision for his work in Airport. When he work at day, evening and midnite i feel like he only want me when he want to sleep or need me. As this week two of us eat breakfast, lunch or dinner it only one time for breakfast on this morning. It have been long time i eating alone infront computer and eat breakfast with his sister for few times. It totally feel so loneliness.

I was happy when he with me. I dun care he take 1st place inside his heart is friends and games but i only want is he will change his life. I hope that he have his dream job and more thinking of me and bring me more place make more time together. When sembreak i getting a call from him i though he was thinking about me but i was wrong he asking me telekom number is what coz ongtong streamyx got problem. I was wonder when sembreak he will miss me or not. He totally onleave himself for 2 days and dun even call to me and asking what are you doing dear. i missing u so much i cant sleep and blabla.... like last time. I call him for for 3 or 4 time a week. So dissapointed.

Another disappointed thing in my class

My new classmate china girl asking me for doing the assignment. I asked her to find the information. On the nite she call me that she can find history and the line is so slow she cant do any research. She tell me that there are hard to find. I wondering she have did her job and i tell her is ok try to find again. The next day she tell me that she have a copy of the assignment from her friend. She wanted to do referring but i think that she wanted to copy that assignment. I told her better find our own self because some of the assignment lecturer saw before. I told her to find again and she accept it. In the afternoon i was in Nica Shoes Shop, I receive her sms i cant group with you and i having friend just change to this course. It totally make me disappointing with this china girl. I told my friend chen xiao you see this girl can do things or not damn it.

This week i dun know why everything are making me so up-sad

A ring phone make me a shock from sleep

2009-08-27T01:14:00.000-07:00

26 Aug mid nite morning 1.45am i get a call from my friend Thines ( classmate)

Thines: hey do you check your result?
Me: havent why result out aready.
Thines: ya come out aready you want me to check for you
Me: ya is ok i check my self later nite.
Thines : oh ok

( i think for a sec )
Me: Thines can you check for me ( lazy open computer and online cz line so slow)
Thines : ok give me your ID num and your IC and password.
Me: okok ( after 5 min)

When i call back
Me: halo ya thines how it is?
Thines : ya what is ur IC again
Me : ( tell my IC number to her)
Thines : hey ur result pass all... congratulation
Me: really thanks god

When i finish my conversation i was so happy. i called my boyfriend ( dear i pass all my exam aready i graduate lo.) i was very happy untill keep on send sms to my friend and some of my classmate then i pass aready. I totally wake up from sleep and on the mid nite my dad and my sister are sleeping and i cant even sleep . i was awake until one hour then i wanted to take arest at the bed. When i wanted sleep suddenly my friend wallance call me hey congratulate then i chating with him. I was happy until 3 something then can sleep. It really suprising for me.

Thanks god i pass all my subject and i can go on degree

Lulu Karaoke section

2009-08-18T23:35:00.000-07:00

That day we are going to karaoke section on sat 15 aug. we reach Green Box around 9.45pm and 4 of us ( me, gau lao, victoria and ah seng) damn hungry and we started take food from the buffet. We dun knw how many food that we have grap from. I can saw all the table is full with food and desert. While waiting we are eating and listening some new song when we keep on bring the alot of food in the room the waiter suddenly asking us are you all waitng for your friend and looking on our table. We are so paiseh coz keep on take food alot for them. While waiting them we eatting the food. When they come lulu, kitty ( lulu gf from Hong Kong) , ah wah , taufu, limin, and ongtong they laugh and say wah~ so many food ah~. after that the waiters ask us change another biggers room and ask us to go over there. All of us left some desert at the table and walk to the biggers room. Vitoria asked me where is my mash potato? it missing poor girl. I told her that they maybe taken away. She was dissapointed. All of us singing and eat so full until left 3 plate of cakes.(>.<) We are so enjoy. After finish singing we go siang malam restorent yam cha again. All look drunk and tired. Finish drink me and gau lao go to Cronos play game until 7 am something it is so syok oh... but tired fuck.... haha...

Lulu and ong tong at siang malam

Gau lao look drunk in siang malam

Green Box in serenbam Big room still smaller haha...

My gift for this month Aug

2009-08-13T08:54:00.001-07:00

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This pic is from KLIA my photographer Chen Xiao

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i like this high hill this brought from my friend shop NiCa

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I like this perfume DIOR Addict 2 but din buy it

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This AQUA unisex perfume is brought by my friend Lulu from UK not really like that smell

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I like the most Johnnie Walker Jacket is take from Duty Free By my Boyfriend ( Gau Lao)

Take Care in ur jounery

2009-08-06T07:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday 5 Aug 2009, the time we having dinner, we are joking chatting and one of the funniest is i call my friend wei hong and i forget that my friend Cynthia bro also call wei hong. Two of them look at me and i straight stun there ( >.< ). Then i smile to them haha......Cynt mom saw chen xiao eat xin zhao mee fen and she also want it. lo.... all follow me... haha...... While chating time over we going to KLIA.

Suddenly LiMin say want go washroom and chen xiao say go KLIA there la. LiMin say cant la betahan already then all of us stop at Petronas. In the car, all of us discussing wanted to give Cynthia a present. Think so easy and say so easy but forget to buy the things. We say that what can she bring into her flight lollipop, scaft or blanket hahahaha. Reached KLIA, all of us still busy chatting while waiting Cynthia. Chen xiao say shopping at BodyShop in KLIA. When Cynthia reach she was busy doing her check in. While waiting her we go visit body shop. They are discussing how nice is the body shop product (>.<). After that she have done her things. We are looking her and she are busying talking with her bro and her mom. Woh.. i saw there is a nice shot and i have taken haha....

Her mom told me that she first time go so far and She got a bit scare. Erm... Actually when she wanted to leave Malaysia she will look a bit sad but reach there she sure excited. When Cynthia wanted to go i saw her eyes wanted be red and watery. So sad : ( but it is one of the happy news that she are going there for her further study. Anywhere we are proud with her. Sweet Cynthia. Have a sweet dream there and enjoy herself at there la...Wish her save in her journey and good luck at there. Her bro and her mom are so friendly. They are very sweet. After that her bro and mom go back but we still at KLIA Vic and Chen xiao are shopping again in body shop and i going to DIOR finding perfume .. is quite nice hehe. After this section we go MCD eat ice cream haha thanks to chen xiao take 2 pic that are so nice view for me...

Final coming Stress and happy

2009-07-29T16:12:00.001-07:00

I was no time writing my blog. It is so busy for this semester. This is my Final semester for my Diploma. i was so excited but i also got stress that i scare i fail for my final exam. yesterday i had a graduation brief i was so happy and hear i want finish my course already. What i plan from my long time in my Degree i wanted to take my International Business and after that go working. This is my time that i always blessing i want finish my diploma and continue for my degree.

After my final i also will missing one of my friend. She going to US it is so far. I was so miss in late of 2006 until 2008 that period. The happiness memories among us when we met in INTI. Drunk, Clubbing, play games, go shopping, chating with each other, and knowing izone friend together. This memories i was not forgeting forever.

Now i can saw that most of my friend are using me as a drive to fetch them go where and where. There are asking me are u free can u fetch me go bla bla bla. when i start using my bf car there are many calls that are make me more busy. I hope can get some "real good"and close friend for me as Victoria , Renee, Cynthia, AlanBBzai, Yen Lin, Han, Eric Chin, Gau Lao(BF), Lulu, Dorcas, Wallance and Jax all of them are least contact with me but there are real and closes friend in my heart.

The moment when we met izone friends The moment in Sunway Lagoon Hans, Lulu, Eric, Cynthia, and meParty for our group IZONE
BBQ season group from my bf friends

Sing k season Victoria, Cynthia, Baoyi, ah fen and meWhen children camp Dorcas , Jax, Wallance and me

The hug will make you forgive him

2009-05-14T13:12:00.000-07:00

I know you understand me well in sometime but it really make me very misunderstand and it will very hurt me of some words. I not wish so much is only spend more time with me. When i heard you say "Sorry to you dear and i saw the heartbroken picture at computer desktop i know you are sad". It make me nothing to say and forgive you with your hug. Sometime i will worry that my another side will not with me. It have some bad memories for me that have happen inside my heart. I don't wants it happen again in my life. Better it wont happen.

The forgiveness that are your hug and the words near my ears. "Sorry Dear"

Its really hurt and wanted to tear out

2009-05-13T12:32:00.000-07:00

I was so disappointed what he do for me. I had showing him that i was unhappy but he react like nothing. I told him, can you don't go to cybercafe play game with Jo ( my idiot classmate ) . I was really angry and showing my faces. He reply me that he had promise him that he will go there. I asked why he cant resume him go to cybercafe. He said he had promised him earlier before he go to my friends( chen xiao) house. That is one of the excuses.

I really hope that everyday and sometime will spend abit more with me. His working time had covered more time at least when he no working can spending sometime with me more in his games. He working afternoon until nite. I only have a little wish that he can spend the nite time with me if he not working midnite shift. Only hope he will spend more nite time sleep beside me not that i sleeping alone with the pillow. Then what for i staying at his house. I not that angle always can looking you sleeping. It really selfish. I really dislike that thing . I wants is when i was awake you also awake . Not i awake you are sleeping. It really hopeless. What can i really do and what can i advice him or talk to him. I feel that i was really fail to being a girlfriend. My ex and my this boyfriend. I thinking i was not really can catch their heart and their thinking. I really hope that he will not always put his friend on he 1st place. Yes i knew that long time but at least i am your girlfriend now. Is only that he will really put me inside his heart in the 1st place and understand what i really wants.

Wanted to tear out but is always keeping inside the heart.
Its really hurt and wanted to tear out.

Human is so sellfish what he did but not thinking for others people feelings

Wah a busy month

2009-04-01T05:35:00.000-07:00

I have been a long time din write my blog ... i think got one month ago.. i feel like quite lazy to write... that have many things happen in last month .. i means march ... i have meet some accident in front my boyfriend house, computer get virus, classmate birthdays and rushing assignment. Today is april fool, i can't play anyone because i am busy with my csc assignment..There have many thing that i need to put inside and thinking and thinking. I was so tired to do this website. I wanted to stop it but cant. I need to do finish by this week if possible, i wanted not to sleep and to relaxing for my life in my boyfriend house.

I was missing last time went me and my friend play around. I feel that i am at home. It have the feeling like last time when i was still young sitting at the room listen music, do work and chating with my sister. I think i have a change in my self. I was try to clear all my subject and finish my diploma. Hope that i can finish it by next semester to let my parents proud of it. I really happy with my parents careness and my boyfriend family careness. They are very goods with me. Sometime i still can chating with them, his mom always cook me lunch and dinner and staying at their home. I feel i am back home everyday. Suddenly i will thinking about my parents and my young sister. Thier smile, their voice, their food and others. I still have 2 weeks then i semester break... Happy holiday !!!

What happen to my health

2009-02-24T21:49:00.000-08:00

This week i feel that my health are very bad. I don't why i can cough so badly. I think i was no drink enough water that why i was very sick. My parents say me when i shift to this hostel room i was keep on sick. I dun think so . I was so lazy to take water drink and i am hurting my self. I was keep on make my self sick. High fever and cough and bla bla bla.... Haiz... can i be like last time so healthy no more sick and all in good condition. This week also my busy weeks. I need to rush my assignment. I was become very lazy to do and lazy to attend the class. I dun know when i become so so lazy pig. This my second last semester. I must work harder then last time. What am i doing. I am too playful damn it haiz..

Valentine's Day

2009-02-13T17:46:00.000-08:00

Yesterday nice my friend from Sunway come down to Nilai. i have skipping my class and yamcha v my friend Mogu ( supposedly is my boyfriend friend) . i called my friend Cynthia Limin and Ong Tong go and yamcha at Giant KFC there all of us chating and laughing by the way i was thinking wanted buy what present to my valentine to my boyfriend. After yamcha my friend Mogu send Ong Tong back to his home. Beside that me and cynthia are looking for a fashion cloth. I saw some men clothes and i keep on looking the cloths wanted to buy cots or formal cloths. I keep on looking until my friend come over and find us. I keep on ask my friend and finally i have choose one of the cots and i use my friend size to buy the cloths .. it is formal cloths and black in colour. when back to inti I brought a present box and card. I am thinking wanted to write what thing inside the box and the card . i brought a marker pen and started to write. when at the nite i find him and i talking with him at his house . Inside the room i asking him are u sleeppy if nt i early give u the present. I bring out the present the box and he laughed me . He say he have guess that present coz i have given a hint when inside the car. I asking him dun make my book spoil coz he taking my bag. I looked his face are so happy and he faster go upstair and take my present and he say this is ur present. wah... i said and i say to him that the things are so big .. and i open the present paper and see . Is one of the Panda black and white is so huge and cute . i was very happy for my valentine present...

Chinese New Year time

2009-01-30T06:16:00.000-08:00

This New Year is quite boring. At new year eve me and my parents prepare to go my grandma house( father side). Before going we are enjoying chatting and my sister are watching some anime and some others are chatting. We change all our close and go to grandma house. My parents ask wanted play some cards. All of us, sit at the dinning table and waiting my father bring out the card. All of us play very happly me and my twins sister are too enjoy wining the money and both of us are singing and laughing together. After that we stop playing and went to my grandma house, we can saw my uncle and my cousin are busy playing majong and some other didnt saw at all. I didnt care there are there or not at least our family have attend the house. My grandma start preparing to pray "Tian Gong" and my sister and my mother are helping my grandma. I was looking and talking with my father.On this eve, I have a flu at that day and my father are not feeling well. All of us pray and go back early. I am feeling sleepy and not well. When i back house i straight go to the bed and sleep.

Next day, 1st day of the Chinese New Year, as a old time my parents call us get up. My father call to my phone and my younger sister phone to call us get up. I get up i brush my teeth and i run down stair and say happy chinese new year dad and mom. I look around the kicthen and look what is my mum cook. It is so nice. I faster run upstair and call all my sister to get up prepare themself and eat the "Tuan Yen fan" is one of the chinese tradistional gathering. I bath and i help my mom to take out all the food. We were chatting and laughing together. Then we go to temple for praying and go to my grandma house ( mother side). All of us chatting with auntie and uncle. At nite we are the time to play gambling once awhile on new year. This time is at our house, my auntie, sister, me and my parents start playing. I though i win but actually is lose only few money.

The second day, we are the same do some praying at home. We invite sifu to come blessing the home hope everyone in this year are smooth in working, no health problem and others. Finish praying we pay some visit to my grandma sister( motherside) we take a long time and at there chatting and chatting. When at nite we go to our elders Auntie house(father side) we didnt know they are doing steamboat and we go there. We was very shy that they didnt invite us and we going there. We chat and talk with them. I saw my auntie house rabbit. It is too cute.

The third day, we have a lunch with my Eldest auntie ( motherside) when we meet i saw my grandma and my grandfather are so cute. They are wearing the same colour of cloth, i ask them to let me take a pic. My grandma was shy and say my cousin want them to where like that and look like young people "paktao" we are laughing and we when to the shop. We chatting and there have " yee sang " we are wishing each other and chating happly. At evening we sent my elder sister go to the bas station and we go back to segamat. At nite we also have meet many of our secondary classmate. I was very miss them this is all the picture that i can show all my secondary class mate.

Chinese New Year mood

2009-01-23T07:22:00.000-08:00

Today i feel very tired and very happy. Chinese New Year coming lo..... I going back tomorrow and cerebrate with my family but i feel wanted to sick. So sien i have flu now. No feeling well now. Maybe this few days i not enough sleep and my myself like that. I am so happy that my bf ( Gao lao ) say he will stop CC job and work at Duty Free. I am so happy that he will tell Ah seong (CC Boss) he dun wan work there.

This chinese new year i feel that is so rushing and very fast. I havent start in my mood to get new year. Mayb i feel that i big enough aready every year Chinese New Year also the same. Stay at house visit relative and go back study. It is that everyone is like that. I hope that when i got money i ask my family go for holiday on chinese new year. Make it a speacial Chinese New Year.

First time in this blog

2009-01-22T00:31:00.000-08:00

I have been long time didnt write blog. I like to edit or create some design. i hope that this blog is fine. Usually i like black background. This blog have suggest by my friend Cynthia. I have other blog that i using last time is selinadj.blog.friendster.com

This time that my friend is suggest me about this blog. I feel this blog is quite nice then that blog. I have been long time didnt write blog seen 2007. That time i have a bad memories that i get. Sometime i will think about my pass. In this semester i hope everything is smooth and my every subject will clear all by next semester. In this 21st years old, I wanted to change my self and study hard in my hostel. All my friend have gratude Diploma and i still havent. I wondering why usually i want to pass my exam in final are so difficult. Maybe i am too lazy and playful. This mayb is my fault. I didnt work hard. This time i hope that i can faster finish my diploma and go for my degree. I dont want finish same with my cousin brother. I have taking a long time to finish. It is so shameful. (>.<)

For my friend that will view my blog i hope that You all can give me some comment in my blog or let me know how is my english. Sometime i will write broken english. I hope that this time i write more blogs to imporment my english. I will write about my self mood everytime when i free. Sometime i will suggest some song and posted up the lyric which i like the most. I like to share my life that how am i doing for this year. I hope i can write more blogs. Starting in this year 2009.

This year the Chinese New Year is coming. Still have 3 days Chinese New Year coming. The time run so fast like pouring water. One year following one year pass away so fast. I feel that i am old enough. I have been may 2005 at Inti College until the name of the college have changed become Inti International University College. Wooo.. Look that the sound is so good but accually this University keep on increasing in everything as Hostel, Resourse Fee and others.

I think i have to write alot in this blog. I also hope that this time my ecommerce can pass. I have taken 3rd time, I have met a good chinese lecturer that can help me in this semester and every course mark in this semester have change like 60% is course work and 40 % is on final exam. I think this will easy for me to pass. I try to do my course work around 45/60 then i can pass this subject in this semester.