Final year degree

i challenge my self taking 3 double module...... woh.... is hard..... this final year need to take 3 sem... short long short semester.... hope everything is fine and go through....... this year few busy go here and there ... part time and others until forget about my blog.... now i will try to post what the interesting thing, mood, experience in this blog.......... hope my final will end soon in next year 2011.. Time to finish study and time to start working .............

In the end this thing happen

In this five years, I was so tired about “bu yao kong wo tu su”. I very hate that word. I have done my duty to serve you and what you hope for my study. I want to be marketer but I fail to do it. Every semester break I did food, iron cloth, housework, play game to entertain you. I only want is choosing my life partner with who. I can do whatever you want. In the end I had made my decision I don’t want study. I am tired about it. I wanted to finish my degree but in this condition I only can choose one is with him. I don’t want make my parents sad but I was so happy when I with him and his family. I feel I have the freedom. In my house it has some kind of one pressure on me. It feels like controlling me. You all think I am childish but this is my decision. I was so surprising dad gave me a laptop. I wanted to you my own money to buy it. Thank you very much dad for so long take care of me. I don’t want to make you so sad and pain. I wanted to tell you long time ago because of mummy I can’t say. I want to let you know first but mum say what you only listen and keep quite. I know you sayang me but I make you disappointed. I am so sorry. I was so regret to my older sister everything and I with whom. Why my friend parents will accept the son or daughter with whom. Now my mum and sister talk to me and make a deal with me. It only can choose one break with him you have everything. If you no break everything don’t have and no relation anymore. What should I do? I was so tired I want with him. He with me I feel comfortable.

Frustrated~~ push all the responbility to me FUCK him...

On 17 Sept in my working place Surf and Play cyber cafe, that day having a lot of customers.I work at 10- 2 am, my friend Jin Pay help me until 12 am from my early shift help me 2 hours in the shop. I was counted all the money in the counter i saw there have 4 pack of money inside there 16 sept , Mina 8-7pm , Jin Pay 7-10 pm and another pack of money that another shift money. I was putting all the money inside the counter and i clear all the rubbish at the rubbish bin and clear all the table rubbish. I was inside the shop whole day until i finish my work. When around 1.45am one guy( xiao du) come in that are belong to next shift are waiting me serving customers. After that i collect all the card and put back in the box.

ME: are u work in next shift.
He( xiao Du): ya...

Then i print all the document and he ask me count how many package the customers use. While I counting the package in the paper

HE( xiao Du): when you work here
Me: i work here already 3 days. Why?

Then he din answer me.

Me: It is correct the counter money.
He( xiao Du):yes ..

After that he pass me the money that belong to my shift and i didnt touch the money of the counter after that. Then i check all the stock and the food counter. While he check all the money of the counter is correct then i ask him again.

Me : It everything ok and correct.
He( xiao Du): Yes
Me : Sure i go lo.

Next day 18 Sept , I go INTI lab and i having appointment with my classmate to meet up for ENL assignment. I doing the assignment i get a call 1pm

Nica: Selina are you convenience to talk to me .
Me : Ya, Anything.
Nica: Selina in your shift did you saw that last shift money.
Me: Ya , why
Nica : The money missing already
Me: What..
Nica : nvm i ask Xiao Du
Me : ok

Then i continue my work. Another call for me Jin Pay.

Jin Pay : Hey Selina Did you know that money from last shift missing.
Me : Dun know . Just now nica call me also
Jin Pay: Where are you . i going to INTI now i fetch you
Me: I inside the lab
Jin Pay : can you come over the cyber cafe.
Me: ok

I straight pass my assignment to my group mate then i rush to Cyber cafe. All of them are there. What happen. All of them keep on asking me got saw that money yesterday. I say ya i saw it . i think that guy got problem . sure is him. where is he? Let all come to my Shoe Shop. all of us had interview by boss Erness. Me and jin pay tell all the true to him. He tell me that 17 sept at 5 am i saw that guy not belong to the staff standing at counter. I tell him that means is that guy stolen the money. xiao du say him check the money of the cashier and din check the previous money inside. then i told Erness I asking him 2 time it is everything ok... then he answer me ok then i left that cyber cafe.

Pls comment it who wrong ...

Was so Dissapointed

My Boyfriend make me so dissapointed

Last few days, i was asking him. Are u cerebrate your birthday? he answer me i no cerebrate my birthday only you doing this cerebration for me. I heard it and keep quite. I totally dun know what wrong with him. He look like dun care for his birthday. When yam cha at Auntie Jenny Cafe his friend ask him this sunday your birthday why u dont take leave. if me i sure take leave my birthday what.... He tell them dun need to work ah..

Today when he back home he tell me that he have to work midnight shift and 4pm work until 12am. I asked him who still working in to nite shift and he answer me Zouwei (his friend) and i tell him if not u ponteng got him dun need worry. He say cant he need to go work ( i know that his friend zouwei is poor doing his work and he need gau lao to help him) I totally keep quite and nothing to say. It is very bad feeling for me. I was wonder will he personal onleave for his birthday day but everything is not true.

I asked him to wear the watch that i gave him as birthday present. He tell me that i dun wan wear coz there have many promoter are so rich ( wearing high class watch) sure laugh him wear this watch. It heard it i was thinking it is that watch will make him so shame. Everyone have his own style wear whatever he can. Why want to see others people opinion. I was wonder it that gift are not good enough. I know it look so normal but i bought it with my pocket money. On that time i only have RM80. I totally dun know which are the best watch and i lie my mum that i help my friend buy birthday present and share the bill.

Now I inside the room with my computer and i was thinking alot of this sembreak until now. This year i am facing this lonely day. Am i do a wrong decision for his work in Airport. When he work at day, evening and midnite i feel like he only want me when he want to sleep or need me. As this week two of us eat breakfast, lunch or dinner it only one time for breakfast on this morning. It have been long time i eating alone infront computer and eat breakfast with his sister for few times. It totally feel so loneliness.

I was happy when he with me. I dun care he take 1st place inside his heart is friends and games but i only want is he will change his life. I hope that he have his dream job and more thinking of me and bring me more place make more time together. When sembreak i getting a call from him i though he was thinking about me but i was wrong he asking me telekom number is what coz ongtong streamyx got problem. I was wonder when sembreak he will miss me or not. He totally onleave himself for 2 days and dun even call to me and asking what are you doing dear. i missing u so much i cant sleep and blabla.... like last time. I call him for for 3 or 4 time a week. So dissapointed.


Another disappointed thing in my class

My new classmate china girl asking me for doing the assignment. I asked her to find the information. On the nite she call me that she can find history and the line is so slow she cant do any research. She tell me that there are hard to find. I wondering she have did her job and i tell her is ok try to find again. The next day she tell me that she have a copy of the assignment from her friend. She wanted to do referring but i think that she wanted to copy that assignment. I told her better find our own self because some of the assignment lecturer saw before. I told her to find again and she accept it. In the afternoon i was in Nica Shoes Shop, I receive her sms i cant group with you and i having friend just change to this course. It totally make me disappointing with this china girl. I told my friend chen xiao you see this girl can do things or not damn it.

This week i dun know why everything are making me so up-sad

A ring phone make me a shock from sleep

26 Aug mid nite morning 1.45am i get a call from my friend Thines ( classmate)

Thines: hey do you check your result?
Me: havent why result out aready.
Thines: ya come out aready you want me to check for you
Me: ya is ok i check my self later nite.
Thines : oh ok

( i think for a sec )
Me: Thines can you check for me ( lazy open computer and online cz line so slow)
Thines : ok give me your ID num and your IC and password.
Me: okok ( after 5 min)

When i call back
Me: halo ya thines how it is?
Thines : ya what is ur IC again
Me : ( tell my IC number to her)
Thines : hey ur result pass all... congratulation
Me: really thanks god

When i finish my conversation i was so happy. i called my boyfriend ( dear i pass all my exam aready i graduate lo.) i was very happy untill keep on send sms to my friend and some of my classmate then i pass aready. I totally wake up from sleep and on the mid nite my dad and my sister are sleeping and i cant even sleep . i was awake until one hour then i wanted to take arest at the bed. When i wanted sleep suddenly my friend wallance call me hey congratulate then i chating with him. I was happy until 3 something then can sleep. It really suprising for me.


Thanks god i pass all my subject and i can go on degree

Lulu Karaoke section

That day we are going to karaoke section on sat 15 aug. we reach Green Box around 9.45pm and 4 of us ( me, gau lao, victoria and ah seng) damn hungry and we started take food from the buffet. We dun knw how many food that we have grap from. I can saw all the table is full with food and desert. While waiting we are eating and listening some new song when we keep on bring the alot of food in the room the waiter suddenly asking us are you all waitng for your friend and looking on our table. We are so paiseh coz keep on take food alot for them. While waiting them we eatting the food. When they come lulu, kitty ( lulu gf from Hong Kong) , ah wah , taufu, limin, and ongtong they laugh and say wah~ so many food ah~. after that the waiters ask us change another biggers room and ask us to go over there. All of us left some desert at the table and walk to the biggers room. Vitoria asked me where is my mash potato? it missing poor girl. I told her that they maybe taken away. She was dissapointed. All of us singing and eat so full until left 3 plate of cakes.(>.<) We are so enjoy. After finish singing we go siang malam restorent yam cha again. All look drunk and tired. Finish drink me and gau lao go to Cronos play game until 7 am something it is so syok oh... but tired fuck.... haha...

Lulu and ong tong at siang malam

Gau lao look drunk in siang malam

Green Box in serenbam Big room still smaller haha...

My gift for this month Aug

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This pic is from KLIA my photographer Chen Xiao

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i like this high hill this brought from my friend shop NiCa

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I like this perfume DIOR Addict 2 but din buy it

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This AQUA unisex perfume is brought by my friend Lulu from UK not really like that smell

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I like the most Johnnie Walker Jacket is take from Duty Free By my Boyfriend ( Gau Lao)